Googled Gayle Forman's upcoming book after submitting to my itchy fingers, opened a few tabs of review pages at the same time, but somehow, I just couldn't spoil it for myself. And so, I clicked on the red button on the right top corner and went here to type my frustrations away.

Bleh.

Please please please please MPH or Popular GET THE FREAKING BOOK HERE IN STUPID JB BY AUGUST!!!!!! Don't know if Singapore would have it by then or not, but even if they do, I doubt I can make the trip there even though it's only a bridge away. Gah.

Next time. When I'm grown up. Next time. Next time.

Caught a few words here and there, but I forced myself to look away. Yay, I'm proud of myself for not spoiling the book. Yeah, I WILL NOT SPOIL THE BOOK FOR MYSELF!!! ROAR! PERSERVERANCE!!!!!!

Speaking of books, Delirium by Lauren Oliver caught my eye. A trilogy. First book. Released 01.02.2011. Adding it to my to-buy list. Check.


Vocaloid is awesome.



Now, homework.

We age. It's only human that we do.

12022011

In life, we are only sixteen once.

Spent the last morning of me being sixteen jogging 3.8 km in Kolam Air. Okay, well, I didn't really jog the whole way, I don't have that sort of stamina, but I did try to make the effort, and I'm quite pleased with myself I suppose.

Will spend the rest of the day with Chinese and Add Maths. How sad.


I wonder what's in store for me at night.

-

The anime and manga universe lost one of the greatest characters ever created and lived when Ichimaru Gin died.because Tite Kubo is one big sob to kill him off. the **


I feel so sad, like I just want the world to disappear. I don't know why. I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
The only thing that's keeping me from breaking now is pride.

the tears it bleeds

Down with the flu, and thanks to that, I have totally forgotten what I had in mind for the past few days to write in a new blog post. Something about my revived passion for fanfic reading and the mysterious rain plaguing the state, I think. Sheesh, this cold's really gotten in my head to the point where I can't think straight, and has even slowed down my typing, as seeing I need to frequently glance down at the keyboard as I press the keys.

God damn this unholy disease. Curse you you stupid flu. If you actually had the balls and materialised in front of me this instant, I will personally kill you in the slowest, most painful way ever.

Wait, scratch that, imagine a whole snot-mucus-skinned disgusting man vapourising in front of you, I think not. Just stay where you are you insufferable disease. Wait, no. Don't stay where you are, that'll mean you'll forever be in my freaking nose, get the hell away and invade Mars goddamn it, stop bullying Earth. Idiot.


Moving on, CNY has been some busy shit, didn't really have the time to touch the computer until today. Sad. Well, okay, I didn't switch it on because the broadband wasn't working until yesterday evening. Dad forgot the bills, but he settled it before we went to our uncle's house which said trip lasted until pretty late at night, and I was just too much of a lazyass to use the computer. Meh.

Actually, I was using the iPod to go online and read stories, but that was all. No other sites visited, I swear. Scout's honour.

CNY has barely passed, but the holidays are ending. So devastating. I haven't even lived the days to the fullest! And the shitload of homework is not touched yet!


I'm screwed.

Stuff, and more stuff.

Release date of this awesome book is May 3rd in the states (sadly). I'll have to wait at least six to eight weeks for the book to arrive in Malaysia. You can go here to read the first chapter:

http://disney.go.com/disneybooks/kanechronicles/

I swear to god that I will NOT peek at the synopsis on the Wiki page when this book comes out! No! I will not spoil it for myself like how I did with The Lost Hero!!!!! Gah!!!

Moving on, below is a list of books I'm anticipating for this year, even though it's only a bit. (Note, all release dates stated are just for the US, it'll take eons for the book just to reach Malaysia.)

• Where She Went by Gayle Forman (Release date: April 5, sequel to If I Stay)
• The Throne of Fire by Rick Riordan (Release date: May 3, book 2 of The Zane Chronicles)
• What Happened to Goodbye by Sarah Dessen (Release date: May 10)
• The Surprise of Suzumiya Haruhi by Tanigawa Nagaru (Release date: May 25, book 10 of the Suzumiya Haruhi series)
• The Son of Neptune by Rick Riordan (Release date: September, book 2 of The Heroes of Olympus)

And that's pretty much all. Maybe the list might grow as the days pass, who knows?

Now back to that shitload of homework.

for the first time

she's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
while I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
and we don't know how
how we got into this mad situation
only doing things out of frustration
trying to make it work but man these times are hard

she needs me now but I can't seem to find the time
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line
and we don't know how
how we got into this mess is this a god's test?
someone help us cause we're doing our best
trying to make it work but man these times are hard

but we're gonna start by
drinking old cheap bottles of wine
sit talking up all night
saying things we haven't for a while
a while yeah
we're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time

she's in line at the door
with her head held high
while I just lost my job
but didn't lose my pride
and we both know how
how we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
when you pick yourself up
you get kicked to the dirt
trying to make it work but man these times are hard

but we're gonna start by
drinking old cheap bottles of wine
sit talking up all night
doing things we haven't for a while
a while yeah
we're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time

yeah
drinking old cheap bottles of wine
sit talking up all night
saying things we haven't for a while
we're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time

yeah for the first time
oh for the first time
yeah for the first time
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time

oh these times are hard
yeah they're making us crazy
don't give up on me baby

oh these times are hard
yeah they're making us crazy
don't give up on me baby

oh these times are hard,
yeah they're making us crazy
don't give up on me baby

oh these times are hard,
yeah they're making us crazy
don't give up on me baby.