Make over, move over

I gave my blog a makeover. :D


I'm just not sure if I need one myself now. I'm fine staying this way.

:(

Suddenly, I regret not buying that Wacom tablet last year at CF.

28 27.11

Picture (C) Higuchi Tachibana

For Hyuuga Natsume, a seemingly typical manga character who dedicates his life to his friends and family but somehow holds a special place in every fan's hearts.

I wonder how he does that.

Happy birthday Natsume (though it's a day late), and hopefully you will find your happy beginning in your happy ending. :)

Annoyance

I passed every freaking subject with a C or above except for one.


Darn it.






I hate you, stupid C. Gah..............

Empty words

Because they are. And because they are, it is pointless to get so worked up over them.



I'm just waiting for you to realise that what you say doesn't affect me that much like how it did last time anymore. Maybe a bit, I don't know, but right now, what goes in just comes out the next second, because like I said, it's just pointless to get angry over them.

Anger is just much too childish for us.

You don't like people get angry over your words, you want people to accept them, but when we do, you just don't want that kind of reaction. You want more, you want more than that, but if so, just when is it enough?


So it's up to you now, however you want to react, whatever you want to say, I can't really care less anymore anyway. It's just pointless for me to do so, and when I get upset over it, it's like life going downhill in a roller coaster. I prefer to save myself the trouble, thanks.

It won't be easy first, but hey, as time goes by, it'll pass, and you'll realise, and you'll cease and stop.


What goes in, will come out. I am sure.





Be the master of your emotions, and you'll be the master of the world.

to the point of i n s a n i t y

Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored......................



to the point where I am so goddamn frustrated and feel like smashing something. Garh...................






Oh yes! I shall watch Suzumiya Haruhi in conjunction with the arrival of my nine volumes of SH light novels!!!! (albeit a few days ago...)

I think... All of a sudden, I'm not so sure again. Gah..... ****


Methinks life and time are to too precious to waste. But honestly, what is there to do????????????? gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. *spam*

Random

Experienced the crappiest, most horrible soup of my life a few moments ago. Blargh, but still, I did manage to down at least 3/4 quarters of it, though in the end, the thought of vomitting my stomach contents out on the dinner table was too much to bear as opposed to the poor who would actually die for the soup.

I have sinned wasting food. I am remorseful. (sobsob)

But still, imagine trying to drink some soup that tastes like Campbell's Creamy Chicken soup with pepper overload. And seriously pepper overload, I am not kidding. What's more, I hate pepper, I prefer the originality of the food's taste itself, thank you very much, as proven in my dislike of tomato sauce while eating french fries.

From what mum said, it's supposed to be healthy, over-nutritious soup given by the organic produce selling lady with lots of different herbs added into the recipe. And I think in this case, too many herbs spoil the soup. Thank god for green tea, I'm sipping as much green tea as I can to get rid of the taste that lingers in my mouth after downing that soup. Blargh. Pepper overload. Eww.

I know, I'm supposed to be thankful to have food to eat, but I don't know why that bowl of soup just made me so nauseous. And I doubt it's even healthy since the lady put the soup into a common plastic container, and I can imagine those harmful chemicals seeping into the soup when the soup was still hot.

Oh well, they say healthy foods are always much harder to accept than junk food. Speaking of junk food, though it's kind of old news, you should watch Food Inc, it's awesome and honestly, I am not eating more than five times of junk food every year starting next year (2010 is ending) after watching this amazing documentary. It's set in the US, I know, but in some other way it still affects other countries through shipping and entreport business I am sure.


I've intaken so much fluids just now, I hope I don't pee on the bed later.






You know, I think this is the first time I'm blogging about food.

It's over

Until next year. I won't miss you homework and studies!



Suzumiya Haruhi light novels to arrive on Thursday, the day an outing for a nice, very much anticipated Harry Potter movie. And there's that indecision feeling swimming inside of me about our class party on that day.

Last day of school, thursday's gonna be a blast! (I hope) The thought of my light novels cheer me up endlessly.









The beginning at the end. I won't forget you.

I SHOULD

• stop procrastinating and start on my Biology assignment (less than 24 hours to finish, crap. Who the hell gives assignments at the end of the year anyway?!)
• Google all the information I can on carbon dioxide.
• learn to find inner peace and control my emotions.
• be content for what I have.
• strangle the brat in his sleep. Go and die in a hole you stupid brat.
• Stop blogging so much and just get on with my Biology assignment already!!!! Crap. Crap. Crap.

For now. And more yet to come.

On a side note, I should be able to get my nine volumes of Suzumiya Haruhi light novels by the end of this week from Kinokuniya!!!! Hooray!!!!!

Biology assignment, you should go and die in a hole too.

Good night

Everyone's doing what I want to do, stuff that I thought of way back then when no one ever thought of it, just that I didn't have the chance to do it.


I don't feel so original anymore. And the essential core of an artist is originality.



Right now, I suppose I just have to think of more creative stuff to beat the rest. Mmm. Can't lose. Creativity and originality is something that cannnot be stolen, it can only be imitated and followed. And I am so not gonna do that unless under special circustances that force me to go with the flow (I can't just hit someone out of the blue just because people around me aren't doing it).

Yosh. Shall save the brain juices for creativity and originality later. For now, sleep is what I need. It's five a.m, I'm dead beat. And speaking of dead beat, I'm dead meat in today's Add Maths class.


Shoot.


Moral of the story: If you feel your creative juices flowing, just do it. Stop waiting. People surpass you. And it'd be too late by then.

Random shizz

Took a trip down childhood memory lane while watching the Teen Titans movie. I know, I know, I'm a sore loser watching cartoons (hey! No different from anime right?! But gah, whatever) and right now, I wish I hadn't, due to personal reasons of me not satisfied with the show's pairings. I know, screw me, I'm some kind of rabid fangirl expressing my dissatisfaction, so sue me.

Blergh.

Come to think about it, I really hadn't ranted about my interests like this for a very long night, hmm... Is it the song I'm listening now that's affecting me? Or is it the late night slash teen wee early hours of the morning giving me spiritual guidance in the creative rambling juices?

Oh god, what the hell am I crapping about anyway?


Never mind. I'll go with the late night slash early morning inspiration one. It always happens to me when I stayed up late back in those days when I still had the creative juices going strong. Sigh, a trip back down memory lane again. Yay.


Things I wish to express now:

-Raven rocks. She should have been given more limelight in the show.

-I like the internet.

-I want to sleep but the computers attracting me like north-south magnets.

-I have not studied a single shit for Linterature, walaupun saya telah berazam untuk membuat demikian dalam post saya yang lalu. (Sheesh, typing in Malay sucks big :/)

-I seem to get high during the night and early morning.

-I love my pillow very much and I have absolutely no idea what the hell I'm typing here. Gah.



Thank god for fanfiction. Yay! Oh yeah, does anyone know what kind of software I should use for ripping out the audio from a video? Or at least, what I should do? I'm clueless when it comes to these sort of tech stuff. Gah.

Okies, three a.m now. Wheepee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heart my pillow!!!!!!!!! Muaks! *Squishes pillow, squishie squishie squishie squishie!!!*

Three weeks of absence

Oh my god, I survived those three torturous weeks of hell. O.O

I feel like my right hand can write a marathon. All that writing and scribbling has definitely made the muscles on my right hand grown bigger.


I had so much I wanted to do during the exam. Right now, I feel so listless. Gah. I have my Biology assignment too! No!!!! T.T




10 down, 1 more to go. English Literature, here I come!