everybody hurts

don’t know, don’t know if I can do this on my own
why do you have to leave me
it seems I’m losing something deep inside of me
hold on, on to me

now I see, now I see

everybody hurts some days
it’s okay to be afraid
everybody hurts
everybody screams
everybody feels this way
and that’s okay
la da da da da da
that’s okay

it feels like nothing really matters anymore
when you’re gone I can’t breathe
and I know you never meant to make me feel this way
this can’t be happening

Now I see (now I see), now I see

everybody hurts some days
it’s okay to be afraid
everybody hurts
everybody screams
everybody feels this way
and that’s okay
la da da da da da
that’s okay

la la la la la

so many questions, so much on my mind
so many answers I can’t find
I wish I could turn back time
I wonder why

everybody hurts some days (some days)
everybody hurts some days (some days)
everybody hurts some days (some days)
it’s okay to be afraid (afraid)
everybody hurts
everybody screams
everybody feels this way
and that’s okay
la da da da da da
that’s okay

la, la, la, la

everybody hurts some days (some days)
it’s okay to be afraid (afraid)
everybody hurts some days
yeah we all feel afraid (it’s okay)
everybody feels this way but it’ll be okay
can somebody take me away (some days)
to a better place
everybody feels this way (it’s okay)

it’s okay
la, la, la, la
it’s okay
la, la, la, la
it’s okay
la, la, la, la
it’s okay.

Program line-up

It's the holidays. Well, not really. Trials are a week away, and for this whole stretch of holidays we're supposed to be like robots and study our asses off. Sad.

Sad to say, there are many things coming up soon. Holidays are gonna be used for intensive mugging, then it's exam-time for three fucking weeks, where on the 13th the much-anticipated new Kimi ni Todoke chapter will be released and after our trials, The Power of Six by Pittacus Lore will pretty soon be arriving in Malaysia. Oh! And Young Justice is finally getting new episodes starting from the 23rd of September! After the exams! Yay!

But, after our exams it'll be October already. Good lord. And SPM would be a month away from then, which means entertainment for me will cease until December. Holy cows the new Percy Jackson book is coming out in the 4th of October! Which means by the time it arrives in Malaysia SPM would've started.

Speaking of December, I should list down a few things I wanna do after that blasted exam. IN DECEMBER, I WILL:

• Watch Glee (to see what's making everyone so crazy about it)


• Watch Pride and Prejudice (the 1995 BBC adaption)


• Watch Kimi ni Todoke


• Re-watch Young Justice (all those episodes I'll be missing out on during SPM T.T)
  


• READ THE NEW PERCY JACKSON BOOK (which I think I should've ordered from Kino by then, I think)


• Attend Comic Fiesta 2011


• Write stuff


• Buy a Wacom Tablet (if I get good results for my trials, so that means I have to mug for it)

And the list shall add on. Gosh, I'm really getting ahead of myself, hallucinating about life after SPM when Trials haven't even started yet. Since when did my feet fly off the ground?

I should enjoy the remaining time I have for today, because I've decided I'm gonna relax for yesterday and today before starting my intensive study session for the whole week tomorrow, and then I'll relax in the car when I'm on the road to tuition classes, and in my grandma's birthday party, and the day when I go for a haircut before my trials.

Yup. That's pretty much my schedule. Meh. Life sucks. And there's nothing I can do about it. I should tell my sister to hide my iPod somewhere so I don't have access to the internet, thus eliminating all internet distractions.


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isn't it sad you get hurt so much, you can finally say, "i'm used to it."

Life right now is like war. We're busy preparing for- wait, rephrase. We currently busy TRYING to prepare for our trials (our upcoming main enemy) while busy splitting ourselves into two dealing with homework (the pesky enemies that pop out of nowhere and interfere with our plans.) Or am I the only one who cares about homework?

Gah, shall try to ignore them and concentrate on my sciences, add maths, and humanities, which is basically everything. ENGLISH LIT O' ENGLISH LIT, THOU SHALT NOT BE IGNORED ANY LONGER.

Also, the inner battle of what I want to study in the future. I think it's pretty much obvious what I'm going to do. In the end, I'm just a pathetic coward who abandoned her dream she had since she was seven of studying the arts and instead opting to go with the norm just because she can't bear to face the resposibility of making the wrong choice.

There, I said it. Happy? Here's the thing, I'm not. But I'm not going to do anything about it, because it's hard standing up alone against the people who matter the most to you.

Of diarrhea and nausea

I'd choose fever or cough over those two any time.

My AM project is DONE. DONE FOR GOOD. NOW DON'T EVER COME BACK AGAIN I TELL YOU.

Or else I would gladly get the shredder and shred you into pathetic pieces.

Well, okay, not 'done done' yet, I still haven't handed it in. Might have some last minute changes here and there tomorrow, but 90 percent of it's done. Thank god.

esprit de corps II

Champions and 1st runner up. That's Convent to you! Finally, Law Olympiad is done and over with. So damn glad we upheld the school's reputation of being long-time winners!

Okay, now, add maths folio. But first, I should do something about the throbbing pain in my head.

SLEEP.