IT'S OUT! THE EXCERPT!
T'was okay I guess. I think it's gonna be quite an original story (I hope) unlike her last book where I spotted many similarities with her previous novels, but oh well. It was still a nice read.
Dead beat, and tired like shit, so that's probably why I didn't really react much when I saw that post. Hmm. Or maybe it was the narrow margins of her post on livejournal that put me off slightly.
I think it's both. Oh well, I think this book's gonna turn out awesome, I see potential :)
Behold, the link to the excerpt for Sarah Dessen's upcoming summer novel, What Happened to Goodbye (release date 10 May in the states) posted on her livejournal:
http://writergrl.livejournal.com/527210.html
Tired. Thank god tomorrow's a holiday.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
11.1.11
Ooh, lookie lookie at birdie! :D
It was a productive day I guess. Chemistry tuition and half of my homework done.
Now, add maths.
It was a productive day I guess. Chemistry tuition and half of my homework done.
Now, add maths.
Friday, January 7, 2011
vents and rants don't make a difference
It's the stones and pebbles that pricks our feet along the road that makes us grow up.
But suddenly, I don't want to grow up anymore.
Just because I landed myself in the pits and didn't live up to your expectations doesn't mean I can't handle things, and it definitely doesn't mean I have to shy away and leave every reponsibility handed to me to someone else and run away, and live in my own world where I don't communicate and just do my thing.
How ironic.
I'm always doing it, I live in my own world sometimes, despite the fact that I'm aware of everything going on around me and I just choose to ignore them. But it's only sometimes. And it's my right to not divulge information I choose not to,just like how you keep your own secrets. Like you, I keep my own secrets too, and I am far too selfish to let you in. So go away.
I can handle it. I must handle it. Because despite how much I despise going through these stupid fucking times, I have to, because I am expected to and I wish to prove that I can do better than what people expect of me.
Because sometimes, miracles are born from the spirit of believing.
And I wish that miracle would just happen.
I don't deny I am human, because sometimes I am forced to face my insecurities too. Like now. But life's too goddamned ironic and contradictory for me to figure out, so who am I to say? I cannot put my current feelings now down on paper with words,because they have abandoned me becasue I am not good and smart enough to think of the precise words to use and am too stupid to do anything.
If you think what happened at the start of school didn't affect me, you're so fucking wrong.But you don't need to know how I felt, because one day I'm gonna leave this shithole and do my own thing, because I don't need anymore suppression shit coming from you and I'm sick of it.
Because you don't ever fucking listen.
I'm scared. But I can't cry. Or they'll know something's wrong and the whole fiasco will start over again.
But suddenly, I don't want to grow up anymore.
Just because I landed myself in the pits and didn't live up to your expectations doesn't mean I can't handle things, and it definitely doesn't mean I have to shy away and leave every reponsibility handed to me to someone else and run away, and live in my own world where I don't communicate and just do my thing.
How ironic.
I'm always doing it, I live in my own world sometimes, despite the fact that I'm aware of everything going on around me and I just choose to ignore them. But it's only sometimes. And it's my right to not divulge information I choose not to,
I can handle it. I must handle it. Because despite how much I despise going through these stupid fucking times, I have to, because I am expected to and I wish to prove that I can do better than what people expect of me.
Because sometimes, miracles are born from the spirit of believing.
And I wish that miracle would just happen.
I don't deny I am human, because sometimes I am forced to face my insecurities too. Like now. But life's too goddamned ironic and contradictory for me to figure out, so who am I to say? I cannot put my current feelings now down on paper with words,
If you think what happened at the start of school didn't affect me, you're so fucking wrong.
Monday, January 3, 2011
-
Life moves on. So there's no point dwelling on the past. I hope our friendship still lasts.
I think I know my new year resolutions now. Didn't plan on having one this year because I thought it'd be pointless since I won't follow them anyway, but after being slapped back to reality, I've decided that I will have one, and I will follow them as closely as possible.
It's just a short one this time, because long ones are just impossible. I will study, study, study and freaking hell study to the pits of death and disallow myself to get less that 10 freaking A's in SPM next year. The most 1 B. And trials, well, no C's, and at least 6 A's and above. It's a high target I'm setting for myself, but I think if I cut down my entertainment time and increase my study periods, I think I can do it.
What the hell am I talking about? I MUST DO IT.
I will try my best, because I did not in the last time, as proven by today (even though I thought I did, but my results say otherwise).
:'(
I think I know my new year resolutions now. Didn't plan on having one this year because I thought it'd be pointless since I won't follow them anyway, but after being slapped back to reality, I've decided that I will have one, and I will follow them as closely as possible.
It's just a short one this time, because long ones are just impossible. I will study, study, study and freaking hell study to the pits of death and disallow myself to get less that 10 freaking A's in SPM next year. The most 1 B. And trials, well, no C's, and at least 6 A's and above. It's a high target I'm setting for myself, but I think if I cut down my entertainment time and increase my study periods, I think I can do it.
What the hell am I talking about? I MUST DO IT.
I will try my best, because I did not in the last time, as proven by today (even though I thought I did, but my results say otherwise).
:'(
Sunday, January 2, 2011
:|
Can I say that seventeen is a year of surprises?
Oh well, we'll just have to see at the end of this year.
School is starting tomorrow. Dreadful.
I don't wanna.
*4.35 p.m edit*
GA stuff.
She can see him but he can't see her? Gosh, this breaks my heart.
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=967251040
Oh well, we'll just have to see at the end of this year.
School is starting tomorrow. Dreadful.
I don't wanna.
*4.35 p.m edit*
GA stuff.
She can see him but he can't see her? Gosh, this breaks my heart.
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=967251040
Saturday, January 1, 2011
1.1.11
Holy shit dudes it's 2011!!!!!!!
And I broke my record for sleeping in in my whole sixteen years of existence, I WOKE UP AT 10!!!!!!! (cue drumrolls and cymbals)
Happy New Year peeps! May the year ahead (and more yet to come) lie many good stuff waiting to be discovered!!!!
Okay. Now to go back moping about school reopening.
And I broke my record for sleeping in in my whole sixteen years of existence, I WOKE UP AT 10!!!!!!! (cue drumrolls and cymbals)
Happy New Year peeps! May the year ahead (and more yet to come) lie many good stuff waiting to be discovered!!!!
Okay. Now to go back moping about school reopening.
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