I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone.

Two weeks gone. (wishing somebody can tell me I don't have to go to school anymore and that I will never have to sit for tests ever again)

I think,

it's those nights when you wake up but can't go back to sleep that everything you've been avoiding catches up with you and haunts you until you feel really insecure. It's kind of sad, and I just hope it doesn't happen again. On a side note, I think I really need a new laptop. I (okay fine, my mum) didn't spend money to repair my computer back to life only to have it dying again after what, one month or two for nothing. I think I should just get a laptop this time for real, even though I always think of those thousands of cash I'd have to spend to get one and chicken out in the end.

a week gone.

and my life is taken away from me starting from tomorrow.

Goodbye internet. I hope to see you soon on the 9th and 10th to check for updates for SMTOWN in Taiwan.


Man, and I really planned on posting my kaisoo drabble today. But the creative juices just didn't flow, and I can't do anything about it.

I'll miss you terribly dear modem. ;__;

6 Years with ELF.

It doesn't matter whether you're an ELF from the beginning, you just have to be an ELF until the end. -Choi Siwon, Super Junior

Thank you Super Junior, for letting me learn and discover so many things about myself I was always afraid to. With all you 15 members, I've learnt that it's okay to be different, that some things are just the way they are meant to be and we can't change anything about it, and to let go of things that cannot be helped.

If the world betrays Super Junior, ELF will betray the world.

6 years. I may not have been there from the start, but I'll be there till the very 'and', it's not an end but an 'and'. We're not called Ever-Lasting Friends for nothing.

URINEUN ELF-O-YEO!

We're going to continue on until the day that Pearl Sapphire Blue balloons cover the entire world. -Leeteuk (Park Jungsoo), leader of Super Junior

Again, Tumblr?

You know how much I hate you right now?

I just reblogged five pics for today and you tell me I've exceeded my daily post limit what is this shit.

what the fuck tumblr I just woke up today and got on tumblr and reblogged like, my tenth post AND WHAT IS THIS SHIT ABOUT ME EXCEEDING MY DAILY POST LIMIT?! I'VE REBLOGGED LIKE A HUNDRED POSTS BEFORE IN THE PAST AND THIS NEVER HAPPENED WHAT ON FUCKING EARTH IS THIS SHIT. WHAT ON STUPID EARTH UGH.

 

I hate you. My Yesung babycakes and delicious Bacon Baekhyun are waiting for me to reblog their pretty pictures and you start cockblocking it's just so ugh.

i think my body really has an internal clock

it's like, lol bitch i know it's your holidays right now i'll let all the exhaustion finally fall on your shoulders all of a sudden so you can't take it any more and have to take a nap and drool

yeah, i took a nap all right. first time in months. i feel so weird now, because i can't remember when was the last time i had one (i know it's last year but still) and how it felt like. how did i even take naps last year lol i was so busy with school and exams and fucking co-curricular activities i rarely got to come home straight away after school except during exam periods. but then again even in exam periods i still have to go for stupid tuition sometimes.

oh well.